One Step Forward, Two Steps Back...

I am a little concerned. Okay, ALOT concerned. Have you ever felt like you have taken one step forward and been slapped two steps back by life? I am working on me this year. Which poses the question I was asked by someone this week: If you could change one thing about yourself, what would you change?

Why oh why can't my hair look like this?

One Day...

So, I just finished watching the movie One Day with Anne Hathaway and Jim Sturgess. I must say I didn't expect to be crying, hugging my dog, trying to find my cell phone to tell my love that she is everything to me. Alas, this is where I am. Which leads me to some interesting changes happening in my life. I am trying to figure out how to be happy. And I don't mean the medicated, static, I should be happy just because type of feeling. I mean TRULY happy. The type of happy that is indescribable. I feel it when I am singing, when I am with my love, but everything else is somewhat... blah.