Is it just mother's day or what?

So for the last three days I have been having dreams about having a child. I don't know what that is about. It could be that my terrific sister (in law) is expecting my first niece. It could be that I sent off three, yes three, mother's day cards to my mom. I don't know what the hell it is but it is really fuckin me up right now. I am buying clothes for my niece and shit, and all it makes me want to do is have a son. I don't even know if I would make a good mom. A part of me has always felt kids where in the cards for me, and a part (larger) of me has always felt that it just wasnt meant to be. I don't like everything it would take to get pregnant, but if I were to get pregnant, it would be a beautiful experience. I bitch too much to have a child right now anyway, as most everyone knows about me. And morning sickness (and sickness of all pregnancy kinds) runs in my family. You should hear the stories my mom says. 

So I think if we wanted to keep my baby in the country ( and I dont mean my offspring) I think we should impregnate me with her egg. That would solve all the problems in my world right now.... What do you think?