It is absolutely amazing how life throws you for a loop sometimes. When I look back to where I have been and where I want to go, I am a changed person. My boss (the higher up) thinks that I am a great asset to my job, but occasionally I feel so run down. No one seems to notice, but in this day and age, I am just glad to have a job still. I wouldn't trade my life for the world, but right now I am on the verge of losing it all, and I know I can't do anything about it. I wish that the Patriot Act had never happened. I know that there is a reason for everything, but to lose someone you love because the government decides to get choosey over who they want to have in this country is totally unfair. This would never be a problem if I could just get married. But until bigots are done running this country, I guess I will have to settle for a little slice of heaven amidst chaos. My life right now is like wearing headphones in a crowded room. It makes you think, what is the damn purpose?
